I Was Sitting Across The road, alone As Usually. Listening To Local Commuters Talk About Relevant & Relatable Issues.
"Love" Being One Of Them Raised.
Well I Was in another planet, Thinking About how Do I Overcome The path of being a victim to loneliness, An answer came to mind quick, find a person that could be your friend ,with time comes change so somehow they'll end up being your "Best Friend" & that's how LOVE is brewed, people of the same personalities with different mindsets & backgrounds merging into one for a better understanding.
When that happened I was astonished cause as far as I could remember I've been a loner & never thought it was wrong. Yes at times some affection would be what I needed but that couldn't happen cause that comes with stability and faith.
Me being lonely was like a norm, I didn't see it as something wrong, whilst all my friends would be in a "RELATIONSHIP" so obviously somehow I was under pressure of fitting in with the crowd.
I told no one about how I felt, it was weird and freakish, Nobody would understand what was wrong with me. Funny too my friends I didn't care about your smartest girl, hottest girl, most beautiful & Honorable girl you've ever laid eyes on.
Its In me to careless about something that doesn't move my waters.
Some of my "Real" friends started stating out that there's something wrong with me, and those who had no say just agreed.
Well I didn't see it as a problem, i was just less interested to bullshit.
I've NEVER been in 'Love', I didn't know what it is besides my mom tucking me into bed when I was younger, so the only way I learned was through a friend of mine who introduced me to cyber chatting.
When I started it was diverse and interesting, Going online & finding your soulmate, I thought to myself maybe someone out there could love a freak like me.
So As It Went On, I met a soul that was warm and positive about life, always see things different. Someone who had the heart to learn and was a born creative. That Changed my perception truly, I started Loving this soul, cause somehow we related with chakra and belief. It was like two different energies crashing into one another, forming a mortal patical that has more power than your average static force.
Yes for the first time I stopped being lonely,, I had someone who I looked forward to chat too everyday,, it was my friend.
Someone who understood me like my twin, a half of me in some other world of fantasy.
When days went by, I started feeling different about us, the way we spoke and cared for each other. I Started Loving This soul, and somehow it didn't feel any wrong.
Who do I tell that I'm in Love?
Will I be seen differently or still weird with the decisions I make?
Well I didn't give in,, cause how I felt was stronger than the bounds merged 100s of years BC.
So I Packed My Bags, everything I needed, my life literally fit inside a suitcase.
I didn't care about my surroundings neither the people that mattered in my life could understand that for the first time I FELL IN LOVE it was with a BOY...
Walk A Mile In My Shoes & Feel How My Heart Pounders, Maybe, Just maybe you might understand how a "Lonely Man Walked Into Love"
-Ofentse Sean Lewis
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